& tell me why am i blogging now?

SO here I am, at 430am, studying lit - for a few hours already. me is getting bored. anyway, i can't really wait to catch the sunrise for thursday:D deb says the transition night to day is gooooood. and me, being all kiasu in life have decided to NOT give such a fantastic moment a miss. should learn how to appreciate life and not take things for granted, even though they're free (cringes). skali one day you wake up and there's no more sun, and all we ruggers would be doing would be midnight sevens baby!

-on a weight gaining scheme- couldn't restrain myself from not putting this in.

i'm kinda hungry now, with a messed up tangled hair. sun rise! feel like sitting in the living room while i wait for the crack of dawn. but then, i scared got ghost. HAHAHAHA. (im serious).

ghost = scared = shocking = fainting = cannot take lit paper. (WALAO. AND MISS LIBERATION DAY!? YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING).

should appreciate my nonsense right now. i think during holidays, i'll be very busy doing shit. so enjoy, the presence of yours truly while you can because very soon *sniffsniff, you might be looking at mr spidey instead of me :(

you wouldn't want that to happen right.

lastly, from the art people's all time favourite commando:


-still on a weight gaining scheme-

My 7 months old baby.

Online experts call it "the Blue Ring of Death". Something like Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire. Feel like changing phone already. SE has been giving loads of problems. I really want a 8250/3310 phone. buy that for me for xmas will you?

on the other hand, i don't feel like buying a lousy phone by trading this baby in. therefore, samsung soul? how's that sound? no omnia. lynette and stylus can click.

gonna sleep and wake up later to partner deb and lear. nights (:

stress = excessive plucking of hair
stress = multiple blog entries per day
stress = want to kill people
stress = want to sleep now

seeing art friends before 2pm tmr = stress
seeing art friends after 5pm tmr = mini liberation.

seeing cynthia on thursday = stress

seeing classmates before 8am = stress
seeing classmates after 11am = BLOOODY LIBERATION.

seeing the sat ruggers on saturday = no stress.
seeing the sat ruggers on saturday = happy

seeing some other people on saturday = nonchalance

now=stress
now=sleepy

now= this is so childish.

if only,

SO NOT HELPING.

if only liukang was LIKE THAT, we won't have to like suffer now.

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wanna catch twilight - Cedric Diggory's acting. ever since his appearance in HP & the goblet of fire (which he died! gasps! and i wasn't happy with it!), i've been on a watch for this guy's movies. probably missed a few, but i supposed not twilight, since there's such excessive adverts on it. (even grace's promoting it!) & i still haven't watch the coffin, my ananda everingham! william says its not scary (he claims that nothing is scary, bah), but just shocking (-.-). oh god. tell you all a sekret, the last time i watch a movie was the return of the mummy. before that was the dark knight, and before that, i think it's spideyman 3. i live in a well, i know.

(this is most probably one of the most bimbotic moments in my life, stating what i wanna watch. and what i wanna watch doesn't really sound so mature/knowledgable. but oh well, who cares) the only serious/mature/solemn movies that i've wacthed was the nativity(teo kar huai!) and letters from iwo jima (TEOKARHUAI!!!) but they were pretty nice (:

(so many brackets = so many thoughts= so many conflicts = so pissed off)

p.s: i wanna buy the book twilight too!

Daily Routines.

It's a daily routine for me to study my ass off outside. procrastinate a little(shucks, understatement, like totally), eat like free(another understatement), daydream a lil( another detected!) and get back home to study(right,) during the night again. i'm pretty amazed at the efficiency rate during the night as it's really really more productive... but ghosts stories aren't really helping cos the make me imagine a lil too much and scare the shit outta me.

now im wondering, if i can actually remember all my art stuff in this brain of mine. gah

it's a daily routine lah.

i also think it's a daily routine for this bangala to masturbate at the void deck of a block, which is a few blocks away from mine, near this bus stop that i always take bus from. i see him sitting at the same exact spot twice, doing the exact bobbing motion and stared at people, as if whatever he was doing in public DESERVES to be seen in public, and of course, that whatever he was doing was the RIGHT thing to do. i rolled my eyes at him for god knows how many times. so much for foreign talent. SO MUCH. though common and shared, the void deck is not a place for you to do unorthodox things. a couple kissing at a void deck would have caused an uproar amidst the older neighbours because private matters like that should be kept in your bedroom. i mean, not that i don't know of your sexual need.. away from homeland.. deprived of girls looking at you with a seductive stare.. so many hot girls lingering around but you have zero chances of having any contact with them.. but still! PCC-ing in public is disgusting!! and a form a visual harrassment. my mom wanted to kick him the other time. HAHAHAH. but still, eeew?

i'm not being racist here. if a chinese/angmoh did such a stuff in public, this entry would still surface. even good looking people don't have the right to PCC in public, much less a not good looking one (IMO that is). ya la ya la superficial, how? no, on a more serious note, i actually felt like calling the police.

okay. enough of such sexual talks. i need my guru. and excessive application of masks. bye

FOTD #3

Inside joke lah. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. me and my mei rong shi fu.

2 toe nails broke.
1 on-the-verge.
Muscle aches.
Tired/sleepy.

Worth it. (:

But I can't let go.